I'm not on plan atm I do one or Two weeks then Jeff it off I get stick of always thinking about my next meal always being prepared always having something plan friendly too hand.
Thing is I really need too lose weight not even a small amount I'm at least five stone over my ideal range. I get this feeling of being controlled by it and start rebelling till I come off altogether then struggle too start again gaining back anything ive lost.
I'm a super fat hamster on a wheel going round and round then round again.
I need a light bulb moment my infertility should be enough too spur me on but it just makes me feel depressed and then guess what I start eating again. Arrgh doesn't help as I'm on run up too star week where my moods change as does my eating.
Sorry for ranting and I realise I need too find what ever it is within me too do this but I use any excuse not too.